Blurred Thought

I failed the test

I failed the test. I started this place in order to write. I love writing and I want to do it as much as I can, but I don’t seem to find the time or energy to sit down and actually do so. Since I realized that long ago, I thought that at least writing here would be viable, “that shouldn’t be such a big deal” I thought to myself. It turns out I don’t even do that. What a sorry ass of a person am I? There are tons of excuses, I have a lot of work, I stay at work late, after coming home late I try to spend as much time as possible with my son, I try to do my share of the house chores, I try to work on some of my own projects, edit home videos (that I didn’t do for ages) and I’m not talking about having a decent social life.

So here I am trying to promise myself again to sit down and write some. I hate failing myself. Though I knew it was coming, it doesn’t upset me any less.

I will write again soon. No really I will, no promises, but a simple word should be enough, shouldn’t it?

posted by TheBlurredOne at 11:53 PM